7:58pm: It's 8 p.m do you know where your Chitlin are ?
Just had din did at Youthlink AT Spadina @ Queen st. Toronto for all yoll still get in to know meh
on the menu
Chicken n salad n nice ass bread with Fettucine Alfredo with swedish dah uhm yaah meatballs
it's the most relaxed place i've yet stepped into
seriously
no bull shit no drama no stupidness no foolishness what to speak dare i say
so
havind did have din did did now i'm like what the fudge next
most boring conclusion
i go home
most awesome turn out
i get a call from one dear soul or yet another dis possessed one
n we party
yea mate you know it
eyes a muzzie
yea
anywho
apart from all this it's been one eventful day after yet another drama
most unusual yet so toronto usual that happened today was
First thing in the morning actually i'm on this follow your hearts desire bit very whimsical something strikes qu ri ou s the imaginatione i go after i swear i don't waste time not as chron0s any way
what i remember today as being silly to the point it was just stupid
i abdi over here offer to work the kitchen of evergreen street youth drop centre as a volunteer mind you when i vry well get paid and i mean well as a chef
man was all over himself trying very hard not to cream his shorts
so i offer to take mondays it was the only thing that was free
so
long ass story fuckin short
i'm asked to leave the premises
i was like you've got to be joking me
what gives
apparently nobody give s a fuck
so
i left
then gary mcGhee yes true names with me
lawyer at Justice for Children and Youth at Yonge and Gerrard
advises me to come back and get this talk about the very same thing i left messages for on his machine
i was like gary
chech this okay
got no cash
don't know when i'll be able to buy minutes on the cell let alone a long distance card to call my dear mother and father not to mention my coolest youngest sister Qemer moon in arabic
man
it's like doesn't he see my reality as easily as eye see all thats parlayed in front of me
i'm trying very hard not to shed the water works right now
this whole brave face smile to the world cry to yourself and all who can hear you
just jo\ke about it
you are the eternal court jester
yuk it off
the joke is on you says i to myself
and so
the tears fall
rain on me
rain down down on me
let your love just fall like rain on me
on meee
i was channeling SWV fr a moment
if anyone in france is reading
please fait le suck
c'est un petit joke non
j'adore Amin beaucoup tres beacoup
Amin pour ma vie
reads
just like a prayer
Q t2 Audi0 the Mad Donna
it turns out the Bar is being written in June and The 2nd parter in i think it'll be over by summer solstice
which to be trully and cruelly honest is a good thing yes martha very good indeed
you see i've been on this whole fast forward thing
eye play wit time says Chron0s
my soul intent was to write the bar with a ged no less and leave as soon as the winds and swiftly as they culd cuddle? carry me
so now i'm like
after all this shit i put myself through i'm taking h onorship own er ship of this whole experience i put myself there why
so my perspective on life would be color wonderful shit fuckin ads god shit
any who
god i word too much
any way
as i was saying
now
the whole focus is on shilaxit yo you done good mighty righteuous dude that s awesome
so
what challenge shall i devise for myself nekid
god
i'm like so tired and for good reason too i tell umh the mouth on this one sheeeet
for some reason i've yet to hear back from various ljrs that i've personally through the ditalis phlox contacted ab chos i seriously hope i spelt right
i find it very weird that someone would put their whole life out there or hole i should say
and just when someone poor mis hap of a fortuanate soul happens up on it
take s initiative and saays hey i like wha t i know of you
ccare to respond
have some balls already sheesh
i swear to a man
i remember saying something abut thi s service being the most passive pseudo agressive way for people to meet or not
or what have you
i was
i dare anyone to let their true fewwings colors ours be know to one and all
any way
guys
i have to go
this place is having some kind of meeting
you know that nothing gets done in those things
so
take care
allons y
ciaa
a
tutti frutti
gratsiment e al